Friday, March 21, 2008

getting old

i'm truly getting old

nowadays i drink alcohol...i really enjoy the drink and its smoothness, last time it was all about the after effects on myself and on others

i go shopping and spend time looking at shirts, pants, coats, belts instead of t-shirts, berms and slippers

i prefer to sit down by a couch and enjoy a drink with music in the background rather than going into a smoky and dark arena and get myself wasted

i'm getting intrigued by cigars

i'm reading books instead of manga

wrinkles appearing on my forehead

Thursday, March 20, 2008

a man whom i truly respect

read this from ong jy's blog, a man whom i truly respect for who he is

"you should have realized by now a lot of people living on this earth are actually wasting the earth's resources."

"well son, people who waste the earth's resources are better off dead."

"They represent all I hate about girls. What use are they good for? Can't study, can't work, can't even cook and clean. My mum does not even have O Levels, at least she is independent, hardworking and can cook and clean. What good are you all? Seriously, why can't I form a group with tomatoes, durains and mangoes? At least I can eat them after working with them. They won't mutter silly little things, do their silly little giggles."

if only i have a chance to work with him, but well
sometimes people can work together, but cannot work with each other

Monday, March 17, 2008

toilet paper

haiz
looks like in nus there's seriously different levels of intensity for different people


fuck

Sunday, March 16, 2008

day of the year

alright so today is my worst day of the year...here goes...

1) met at science canteen at 735...supposed to eat mac breakfast...in the end the macs at clementi is actually closed for renovation and thus people bought porridge...i hate porridge for breakfast

2) so no mac breakfast...so ended up have to buy my morning coffee from science canteen...which is super off form and diluted today...

3) science of music lecture i was sitting beside 3 EE students who couldn't sop talking...loudly...fucking idiots....1 of them is an ex-commando...zhiwei, keen's platoon mate

4) after SOM lecture quickly rush back room, then off to arts to meet MC and qiaozhi. To gain entry into this lab that zhiwei recommended to do my music project...in the end....fucking holy shit...no cable, no keyboard, no nothing...so wasted 1 hr...and i feel darn guilty about wasting their precious time....

5) mind you now its only 130 pm...i still have game theory lessons later and i dunnoe how worse the day can get.

6) if all things had went well i shouldn't even be worrying about all these. the only worry i would have is where to get all the $$$ to spend when i go canada for my super 3 months summer exchange
...i shouldn't even be worrying now about how to pass my math logic, what to do during the next 3 months OK


So the only 2 conclusions are....

1) i'm not praying enough

2) i'm praying to the wrong god

Thursday, March 13, 2008

question

1) why do i help them?

a) to help myself--cause i don't want to lose again
b) help coach--avoid seeing his sad face again
c) because i like them
d) because i like the team


stay tune for answer

p.s: if your logic intuitive is good enough, you should propose a second question...who's the "them"

a) juniors
b) the team
c) J team
d) the holy monks--which in a way= the j team since its about control

Tuesday, March 11, 2008

one day

one day, i'm going to retire
after that
my job will be to....



sit down and do nothing everyday
at a place where i can hear the sounds of sea waves hitting the shore
that's the most beautiful rhythm in the world

Monday, March 10, 2008

game theorist

So game theory mid term is back....
well...what pisses me off this time is that half way through the test i actually realized some of my mistakes...but due to the time constraint and the actual huge matrix that i had to draw up i decided to stick to my old, but slightly wrong matrix to salvage whatever marks i could obtain...
second question...my algorithm is correct...but i misread the question...misread as in interpreted the English wrongly...this is like so what the fuck


This is a math test....



but oh well...generally im still satisfied

sins

A: hey i sinned again last night

E: hey least you know you sinned, which is a step towards the good since most people sin w/o even knowing it

A: but i am sinning, and enjoying every minute of it!!!

E: ...


Conclusion: so does that makes me a double sinner?

2 more days to South Park season 12....the stress reliever is here

chances

in life

its hard to get what you want
its hard to be with the one you want to be with
its hard to be where you want to be
its hard to be doing what you want to do


conclusion
Dear god:
Are you there? it's me alvin

Thursday, March 6, 2008

lord of war

So....apparently this "merchant of death" from Russia is caught and waiting to be prosecuted in Thailand...
folllowed by U.S

Well, anyone who has seen the movie Lord of War will know that its...quite.........-----
Secondly, if Mas can escape away from SG, i'm sure Mr Russian can...
Thirdly, prosecuting solves which problem? Today you kill him, tomorrow another king pops up! Just like Sadam, Osama what....


My solution: get everyone in the world to study math, so we will all be lifeless and no time to kill people and install stupid policies

Wednesday, March 5, 2008

bait, fish

The catch is not responding to the bait.

Affirmative

Monday, March 3, 2008

13 standing

one more person just drop math logic....so the class size now is 13....

Last man standing...King of the Ring...Survivor series....

you name it
I'm doing it