a man whom i truly respect

read this from ong jy's blog, a man whom i truly respect for who he is

"you should have realized by now a lot of people living on this earth are actually wasting the earth's resources."

"well son, people who waste the earth's resources are better off dead."

"They represent all I hate about girls. What use are they good for? Can't study, can't work, can't even cook and clean. My mum does not even have O Levels, at least she is independent, hardworking and can cook and clean. What good are you all? Seriously, why can't I form a group with tomatoes, durains and mangoes? At least I can eat them after working with them. They won't mutter silly little things, do their silly little giggles."

if only i have a chance to work with him, but well
sometimes people can work together, but cannot work with each other

toilet paper

haiz
looks like in nus there's seriously different levels of intensity for different people


fuck

day of the year

alright so today is my worst day of the year...here goes...

1) met at science canteen at 735...supposed to eat mac breakfast...in the end the macs at clementi is actually closed for renovation and thus people bought porridge...i hate porridge for breakfast

2) so no mac breakfast...so ended up have to buy my morning coffee from science canteen...which is super off form and diluted today...

3) science of music lecture i was sitting beside 3 EE students who couldn't sop talking...loudly...fucking idiots....1 of them is an ex-commando...zhiwei, keen's platoon mate

4) after SOM lecture quickly rush back room, then off to arts to meet MC and qiaozhi. To gain entry into this lab that zhiwei recommended to do my music project...in the end....fucking holy shit...no cable, no keyboard, no nothing...so wasted 1 hr...and i feel darn guilty about wasting their precious time....

5) mind you now its only 130 pm...i still have game theory lessons later and i dunnoe how worse the day can get.

6) if all things had went well i shouldn't even be worrying about all these. the only worry i would have is where to get all the $$$ to spend when i go canada for my super 3 months summer exchange
...i shouldn't even be worrying now about how to pass my math logic, what to do during the next 3 months OK


So the only 2 conclusions are....

1) i'm not praying enough

2) i'm praying to the wrong god

question

1) why do i help them?

a) to help myself--cause i don't want to lose again
b) help coach--avoid seeing his sad face again
c) because i like them
d) because i like the team


stay tune for answer

p.s: if your logic intuitive is good enough, you should propose a second question...who's the "them"

a) juniors
b) the team
c) J team
d) the holy monks--which in a way= the j team since its about control

one day

one day, i'm going to retire
after that
my job will be to....



sit down and do nothing everyday
at a place where i can hear the sounds of sea waves hitting the shore
that's the most beautiful rhythm in the world

game theorist

So game theory mid term is back....
well...what pisses me off this time is that half way through the test i actually realized some of my mistakes...but due to the time constraint and the actual huge matrix that i had to draw up i decided to stick to my old, but slightly wrong matrix to salvage whatever marks i could obtain...
second question...my algorithm is correct...but i misread the question...misread as in interpreted the English wrongly...this is like so what the fuck


This is a math test....



but oh well...generally im still satisfied

sins

A: hey i sinned again last night

E: hey least you know you sinned, which is a step towards the good since most people sin w/o even knowing it

A: but i am sinning, and enjoying every minute of it!!!

E: ...


Conclusion: so does that makes me a double sinner?

2 more days to South Park season 12....the stress reliever is here