sacrifice

Was reading a friend's blog...shall not disclose his name today....

"I was thinking about Jim's advice. And actually a lot of other people's advice. To do what your heart tells you. I don't really want to get all my As. Or get into business. It was a cold calculated decision. Easier to get first class. Easier to earn more money. Why get As if I can't get any awards and scholarships for it? Pointless. learn for the sake of studying? Don't make me laugh.

I secretly detest friends when they stay in hall and flunk like retards. Wasting their parents money simply because they can. I wanted to stay in hall too. Or join those student activities. What? Studying is fun? Kiss my ass. That's why I told Y. Aiya. Life's like that. No time to keep worrying about it. Point is one thing.

Money. Say it with me. Money. There are people who are lucky enough to do what they want. Then there are us who do what needs to be done. Too bad. Someone gave up her chance of a happier life for me. Now I do what I can to make her as comfortable as possible for her last lap of life.

Maybe along the way I'll find something to be happy about. If there's something I learnt, raising kids is a fucking pain in the ass. A chain to pull you into the depths of hell when nothing goes right. And if you choose to break that chain you get a chance to send your flesh and blood into hell instead."

haizzz i feel i have let my parents down